summarizing the whole week

assalamualaikum and a very good evening, alhamdulilah :)

i'm gonna make it short. i am just too tired babes. physically and mentally. haih. ape pun jd dlm hidup ni just as a reminder utk kita, "ingat-ingatlah sikit dkt atas tu". i just can't deny anymore. okay weekdays, as usual. works. go home. jammed. sleep. same routine everyday. weekends, started on friday, i had a full bz weekends with my cousins and relatives. hurm bygkanlah kalau jumaat tu tidur dgn baju kerja sbb penat sgt, ha'ah mmg i tak sempat mandi pun. *JGN TIRU AKSI INI DI RUMAH*

oh btw selasa namin bawak i pergi lunch. last minute. sgt happy. sbb cam jrng jumpa sejak kerja. pergi lunch kejap je dkt mapley. puas hati sbb dpt jumpa and we discussed about perodua and local cars with his friend, azri. and the next day which is wednesday, he did something, personally, is very special to me ;') sobbbb. i ate his very first home made, hand made, mee goreng with fried egg for my lunch. waaaaaaaa. sgtlah rase cam happy gileeee like seriously! eheh. thanks bby. :)

makan sampai licin dgn senyuman. good try syg! :)

nothing much on thursday. i didn't eat the whole day. until i get back home. patut puasa je. tskk. on friday, at first nothing much to be done but during evening, the director came and we settled down several problems about the drama until 7pm and yes, i didn't eat anything yet. (dont worry sweetheart, i didn't lose any KG) i drove home and safely arrived at 8pm. traffic jammed tak hingatttttt sampai sakit pinggang dah kot.

but then, kma bought me 6 pieces of cupcake chic! ahah. love it babeh! :) TQVM kma!

i love cupcakes. indeed i just love cakes.

yesterday was tiring as well. today? woke up in the morning, went to KLIA to fetch teh. she just came back from Medan. had brunch with fmly. and settle down with kenduri at Selayang.

during evening, we headed to Jalan TAR. just 8 of us, all the ladies. heh. i bought 19 tudungs for personal use. HAHA. it's been a while since i last bought hijabs for my personal used okay. and finally here i am, in my room again.

mama ngah & family just went back to Kuantan. and currently there were only my family, teh's family, grandma and Faris in the house. it's school holiday, teh is going to stay here until 1st of june. and mum and abah are going to stay at De Palma Shah Alam the whole week until Friday. abah ade kursus. sobbbb. but rasenye mama akan balik jgk jenguk anak die :D

and and i wanna share a very great news. Mama just got her final result for her Master In Account study, and i really am very proud of her as her child. she managed to get 3.85 PNGK. sobbb. congratulations mama, u really do deserved it. :)

okay guys till then, i need a break. astalavista.

sneak peak - 1st step of what a video editor would do and how did i become where i am today.

assalamualaikum :)

this pictures was taken yesterday as i was alone, like all day in the 'dubbing' room. i was actually doing the 1st step of editing. and editing stuff semua dlm bilik dubbing room. dubbing room tu actually bilik kalis bunyi, and selalunye kalau skrip dlm drama tu tak jelas ke lepas dah settle shooting, pelakon akan record balik skrip tu dlm bilik dubbbing ni and editor, will match it with the script and scene. faham tak? kalau tak faham, tanye. huhu.

i was supposed to have my ENT appointment by 8am. but then, unfortunately it was postponed until next wednesday. heh. geram gilaaa. my nose bleed like 5times dah in this 2weeks! sadis aa. nih semalam pagi i dah sakit tekak, selsema and mata berair pedih, which all concludes to 1 thing, DEMAM.

yes, i really am uncomfortable and extra tired with this fever. well u just know how it feels. that mix of warm and cold. and as for the 2nd day, i took 30 minutes to reach office, and 1 hour to reached home. *AKU BENCI KL TANG JAMMED JE*

ppl might wondering, who i was. okay to make it clear. i was a SPM candidates of 2006.

i did not get an offer to matrix *and now i really am thankful for that* (i'll tell later)

and, i got a UPU - for UMP diploma in mechanical engineering kot. tak ingt dah. HAHA.

then. cam sadis gila, SPM dpt 5A1, *yg lain toksah cita* tp mintak law tak dpt. tak dpt!

dah down gila vavi, tammo masuk UMP sbb dr lahir sampai besar gajah tak pernah minat engineering. forensik toksah mimpi lah kan. so last last decided mintak IPTS, asalkan minat.

huh. berderet lah sbb IPTS senang ja dpt. MSU, UNISEL, and MIIM (akademi TV3)

MSU, for law. UNISEL for biotech, MIIM broadcasting. i was torn, i didn't know which one to choose. i love law and forensic the most. i really do, asked my BFF. pk punya pk, then i decided to choose Broadcasting. mula mula, honestly laaaa kengkwn, rasa mcm 'OMG betol kaaaa aku ni?' rasa mcm tak boleh fix in. but then rasa, gilaaaa enjoy, i love this!!! FYI, there were only 2 of us dr batch MRSM kita org dulu yg ambik masscom and broadcasting ni, the other one is a friend of mine, Muna. tp dia dkt Unisel. hehe. (okay dah panjang jelaaaa nanti cite lg)

***okay last year april 2010-july 2010 --- intern dkt BERNAMA (Berita Nasional Malaysia). i became a Broadcast Journalist (wartawan) and Assistant Producer.

August 2010-December 2010 --- x sampai seminggu rehat, terus kerja dkt HNJ pictures. dkt dgn rumah, boss baik gileeeee, staff office pun baik gileee. *syg korang semua* i got a chance to learn a lot of thing. from Assistant Producer, to how to do prompter, how to make an appointment, and BJ as well. kenape benti? sbb habis contract and currently they new project were still pending.

then sakit hidung, demam 2 bulan, operation tonsils, etc --- Jan 2011 - Feb 2011. barulah rehat, and i decided to spent my time dgn jual tudung! haha. buka lah rainbow shawls.

April 2011 - settle down MUET and UPU dgn harapan kononnya nak sambung study this Sept.

but then, May 2011 - present, jadi video editor, visual editor or senang cite editor lah. ngee. :) okay inilah 1st step kerja dia!

well this is from 13 episodes of local drama. we divided it into each episode.

and asingkan ikut episode, asingkan tape dia and babak.

ini adalah tape-tape dia. ada 70++ tape nak kene tgk satu-satu oi!

so, we have to preview all the tape, and choose the best shot!

i mean, selagi director kata CUT CUT tu, tak ok lah tu.

bila dah pilih, rekod plak guna recorder nih.

we have 3 screens. the 1st one - preview ape yg kte dah pilih utk record.

2nd screen - preview mane yg nak pilih sebelum rekod.

and this is just a big screen. kita blh tgk lg jelas the tones, the shots.

and time record, tak boleh buat apa. so tgk je lah, mcm tgk TV :P

heh. boss kata bersepah. HAHA.

imagine lah, nak record best shot ni pun, blh makan beberapa hari.

semalam je dr 10am-6pm menghadap ni je, baru lepas utk 2episod tahu! tu pun tak habis.

ngee. syok aa tak de org. ape lg yg best kerja dlm bidang ni?

boleh pakai sempoi mcm gi jalan or gi pasar. haha. kalu duk office je la :P

okay nanti cerita lain about study and etc. nak siap siap pergi tgk wayang jap lg. mama, abah, cik, kak sally and i dah beli ticket utk tgk cerita kongsi malam nanti 930pm. about 1 hour left. till then!

alhamdulilah :)

sorry dear rainbow. been a busy bee with sweet stuffs. :)

thee. baru balik dr genting highlands. pergi semalam. tidur sane. balik td, terus tgk fast 5. lambat, yes, i jarang update with movies sgt since 2011 ni.

oh by the way... i got a good news. i don't know why, i tak berharap sgt pun sbb ada 3 stages i kene lalui, and rasa mcm 'sy budak baru belajar', but then ada satu keberanian dtg, which i rasa i nak buat and belajar sesuatu yg baru. so i ada berharap sikit lah. but in the end... i dapat! alhamdulilah! so, lepas ni, i memang akan belajar and belajar mcm2 and and i wanna give my best shot. very best shot.

ala senang cite. i pergi interview last monday, kelmarin. utk position admin/account. saja ja. sebab mcm ada minat dkt PR & HR plak. then tuesday terus gi genting. hebat kan. then i sgt tak berharap. sbb i rasa mcm gempak je boss-boss dia. tp tah i mcm ada satu semangat yg ckp 'kalau i dapat, i wanna used every single moment of it wisely'.

tup tap. boss no1 tgk qualification i, personally, dia suka. cuma ada lg 2 boss. then tadiii... baru je dpt jwpn. Alhamdulilah dpt. tp bukan admin/account taw. something related to broadcasting :)

benda ni time belaja dlu, erm, subjek paling lemah. tapi bukan i seorang ha, semua kawan lain pun terus jatuh pointer. wuwuwu. sabor je lah, kuasa di tgn lecturer. and mostly, bila ada group project, mmg budak lelaki yg ambik position ni. so, i tak pernah pun buat benda ni. TAPI... market dia tgh up. that is 1 of my strongest reason lah kan nak grab this opportunity.

maybe... maybe benda plg kita tak suka and rasa tak boleh buat tu, adalah yg terbaik utk mengajar kita, kot? i hope so. kan kan kan! aish, alhamdulilah sesgtlah.

so, i akan kerja semula, bidang sama, benda baru. habis dah cuti. till then!

pictures of me when i was a baby

heyyy :)

assalamualaikum! i've been bz and dissappearing these past few days. let me make it short

sunday ; i went to maybank malaysia open golf 2011 tournament in mont kiara, teman abah of course :) it was a very hot sunny day, and we walked about 10km for 2 hours. we stand all day okay. balik tu baru minum air sejuk... perghh nazak dah time tu. HAHA.

monday ; nothing much. stay at home

tuesday ; i went to lot 10, had a sauna/steam bath, and scrub all over my body, for almost half of the day. dah dekat 10 tahun tak masuk lot 10. sabar je lah.

wednesday ; did my laundry, drive to Kajang and met namin, had lunch, and did some preparation to surprise a guy i love the most. petang semlm kan hujan ribut dkt KL ni, makanya namin risau sy drive, last-last dia hantar balik rumah, and sy hantar dia ke LRT, dia balik naik train. kesiankan! T__T

today ; went to laow yat. i had my own scanner!!! thank you a billion mama & abah. 3 in 1 --- print scan copy. and sbb tu lah poyo nak scan semua gmbr waktu baby.

slowly, i learn to crawl.

celebrated aidilfitri without abah. abah pergi bosnia, berjuang utk negara. ;')

baju kurung yg mama jahitkan sendiri.

and i'm getting taller... ;)

esok gambar wkt middle age plak eh. eh salah, middle kid age :P till then.

p/s; td lepas tengok semula semua gmbr ni, terus pergi cari mama, peluk mama. entah rasa makin syg plak dkt dia org ;')

i was on youtube, instead of television :P

minutes : 12:10 - 24:20.

hehe. hari tu ada ckp, sy di-interview oleh TV Selangor utk Rancangan Klik Evolusi kan. eh ni bukan nak show off ke ape eh tp utk tatapan org2 jauh, ye lah ramai kwn tercinta dkt overseas kan. nak letak lelebeyh dkt FB nnt org annoying, so sini je lah. at least nanti satu masa anak cucu tahu jgk, nenek die ni penah chubby gle, penah jgk masuk youtube. HAHA. agak-agak ada lg ke youtube lg 50 tahun? tak de dah kot...

and sooo... guys, this is the video of my 1st interview, i mean, di-interview. before ni just meng-interview org lain. and ckp awal-awal, mmg nampak chubby gila dlm ni. muahaha. ok thanks. :D - usahawan muda, Klik Evolusi, TV Selangor

it was about my Rainbow Shawls and i was actually just helping a friend of mine who is currently working at TV Selangor. it's a last minute things. and, i did not prepare for anything, so, there it is, my first spontaneous interview. :)

okay sugar & pepper pun nak tumpang masuk youtube macam kucing-kucing lain :)

they were 2 of them, the host & camera girl :P

that's my full name.

my blogshop!

that's my name --- ending credit.

and, it was funny, to look at the way i talk, how formal it was. skema gileee. HAHA. ok, gotta pack my bag, i'm going to malacca! tata for now :)

lukisan pertama sejak bergelar 20-an. sama seperti darjah 1, lagi.

assalamualaikum wbt! salam maulidur rasul utk semua :)

oh jarang update heh, sebab terlalu bende bnyk nak hupdate, ends up with kosongtakdeape. oh ye entry ni agak menarik and quite personal to me, sebab this is my artwork. what the? artwork cam gini? HAHA. tidaklah, bukan senang nak melukis, dah berjaman tak melukis, hah mmg menariklah kan. abah & mama tumpang ketawa, seolah-olah sy kembali ke zaman tadika ;')

darik kecik lagi memang minat melukis dan mewarna. tapi tak pernah menang pertandingan pun! CISS. i'm moreeeeeeeee good dlm mewarna lah! itu yakin! melukis memang suka dan minat but somehow i dont know why, macam memang tak lawa lah. i have a lot of coloring books back then. i love luna color pencil, buncho water color, and Crayon of coz. from my POV (poin of view), crayon represents the real art of the kids, i believe. while water color plak more to abstract and lebih matang.

act td tgh lukis pelan rumah dkt kuantan dgn mama. then sebab tu lukisan ni bermula dengan rumah. hehe. so here it is, umur 22 tahun melukis setelah lebih 5 tahun tak melukis macam ni kot. oh ye mmg lebih! tapi, itulah, sama je hasil lukisannya dari darjah 1 sampai sekarang. for god sake, it is. sama sebijik sejibun!

rumah mesti nak macam tu, atap pun macam sampan terbalik.

pokok pun tipikal macam tu. lawak je tingkap mesti 2 tu je. HAHA

ampunkan lah sy, memang paling tak pandai lukis orang! orang lidi hebat lah!

tambah lagi lelaki, lagi dasyat hasilnya! HAHA.

kalau perasan, tangan semua dekat belakang, sebab tak reti lukis tangan. haha.

oh saya berbaju kelawar. wakaka.

hehe. ini kali pertama lukis sugar & pepper. lukis kucing pun dari dulu macam ni.

gambar posisi ni paling senang la konon. kaki berdiri 2 je. HAHA

ini sudah macam superman kan? sebab. sugar memang suka tidur macam ni.

serius macam saya dah. tskk. tidur terlentang.

bawah ni gambar asal

muahahahaha.

oh rindu pulak zaman kanak-kanak. apabila semua lukisan itu dihargai. kerana hati kita masih suci, makanya lukisan itu memang dari hati. indah. :)

Mengenang Valentine's Day 2009

Tidak tau kenapa tiba2 jadi kangen sama 3 sahabatku yang satu ini, Budi, Mona, Mimi.. hahaha.. =) Masih ingat dua tahun lalu semua, waktu belum punya pacar aka jomblo, mereka bertigalah yg menjadi datingku..haha..
Spend quality time gila2an dengan mereka, di masa2 hati yg sedang kosong, iyahahaha.. XD They are my best that time.♥
BTW, thanks guys for best memories..Haha.. Kangenku semua sama kau semuaaaa.. haha :*
Ini dia kenangan kita malam itu, haha.. keluar berempat pake baju yg sangat2 santai, kayak bukan hari valentine, haha.. dengan vehicle Grand Vitara silver DD 1428 AD, and me as a driver..haha..
Setelah jemput mereka bertiga, kita semua pergi KFC makan2..haha..

me, mimi, and mona..huhuuy masih gaya2 ababil semua dsnii =D

with my bestfriend from SD, mimi..ah i miss you chayaank =D

dicandid tiba2 dari budi =,= muka jelek..haha..

lesehan ala KFC?? woooi ini bukan sari laut wooy..haha

kenyaaaang XD hahaha.. =)

bersisa tulang dan dosa.. =P

my girls, mona and mimi♥

me and budi gila..haha..nda berubah2 mukanya daridulu =P

oke finish dari KFC, kita pergi menggila tidak jelas keliling2 palopo ganggui orang pacaran yg lalu lalang..ahem! Kerjaan org jomblo..hahaha

Mona sama budi berfoto ala2 ababil =P

inilah dia datingku malam itu, terima kasih babess! haha..

such a crazy valentine! 

dan lagi2, gaya ababil -,- lidah melet2 haha..

i love you all babeee..

kayak hantu mukaku dsni..haha.. XD

nda jelas sekali =_=

wajah2 menderita cowok jomblo yg menanti pasangan di vday..

=P

HAHAHAHAHA..

four of us! =)

tidak jelas mode ON

apa seeeh? peace love and gaul ya?? HAHAHA..

ini lagi wajah2 tasteless semua

wajah2 tidak ada cinta krn single..HAHAHA =P

dan lebih2 ini foto ini, tdk jelas lagi.. XD

BESTFRIEND TOSS~! =)

Haha jadi kangen semua deh sama mereka bertiga ini.

Karena kuliah, semua sudah pisah2..

Mona, apa kabar kamu sayang??? Long time, though its hard because youre single now, selalu semangaaat! If no bf take you out on Vday, friends will do! =) Jangan selalu galau di timeline twitter, haha.. =P

you know I'll be always there.. ;)

Mimi, rindu beratka sama kauuu T__T

nda pernahki ketemu2 kodong waktu liburan kemarin.. Haha.. Of course mimi sudah beda, sekarang udah ada kak uni, jd dia tidak single lagi kayak dua tahun lalu, haha.. =) Langgeng2 ya sayang!

Kangeeeeeeen sekalika sama kauuu =(

Budi, jgn lemah sekali sama cewe, haha... berhentilah bersedih! kalo jodoh tidak akan lari kemana. berjuangko dapatkan ehem! HAUAUAUA.. All best luck for you! Jgnko sombong kalo ada pacarmu..haha.. Kangen beratka sama kau juga, brp tahunmiki nda ketemu kawan? wakaka..

Dan saya sendiri? Saya tdk jomblo lagi..HAHAHA.. I got someone that made my life complete now =)

Nade niga namu namu namu chuaaaa♥

HAPPY PRE VALENTINE! semuanyaaaa..

all my bestfriends, Mona, Mimi, Thamy, Icha, Dika, Amma, Dede, Puput, Diva

and my boys, Ian, Lutfy, and Budi!

HAHA

LAST,

ESPECIALLY MY FAVORITE, ALDY, hehe.. =)

MISS YOU ALL! =)

as my memories rest

"don't leave me"

"i won't"

"don't leave me"

"i won't, i won't"

awake at 1:51am. with a nightmare.

u leave me here.

yup, dah dpt 2 bday present

alhamdulilah it all happened in a blink of an eye. *ok ak da mule bosan ta de FB. hua3* kenape deactivate? entah. bnde tu dtg all of sudden semlm since, well a few reasons kot. but nothing serious meyh! just ak rase FB tu da bosan gle, tp mesti maw ngadap jgk bnde tu pd hal sampai tataw na buat ape da *addiction*, then bnde tu ak tgk bnyk mendtgkan keburukan dr kebaikan. so biarlah otak ak ni rehat dlu dr bnde2 duniawi tuh. :)

ok, ak da dpt 2 bday present thn ni, di mane ak x sngke pun akan dpt. *wink* BLESSED -- kembang hidung, senyum megah :P 1 - drpd mama abah. 2 - drpd shahli, cali -- budak nun jauh di indonesia.

mama abah kasi bnde yg tahun ni baru ak jatuh cinta. and alhamdulilah dgn izin Allah, dgn persetujuan & kerjasama mama abah, ak dpt bnde tuh! alhamdulilah. alah. handbag je. hehe. tp asal kecoh sgt? sbb handbag COACH. yg selame ni ak tgk dkt google atau menempek je dr luar butik2 die dkt KLCC. haha. alhamdulilah ak dpt, pink lg ok! biarlah striking skit, and lain dr design2 Coach yg lain yg more to maturity, elegance & earth color. LIKE! ak sgt menghargainye since harge die dah blh beli BB and 2-3 handbag Guess kan. dan the best part is, buat ak lg bersemangat nk jd somebody! motivation!

lepas tu ade la, balik kerja nmpk bungkusan. pelik. ble mase ak beli brg on9 nih. skali, huwaaaa. ade hadiah yg ta disangke-sangke. ahah. skeee sgt, yerla unexpected things kan. white color. no1 fav color. :)

kain baju kurung, putih, bunga sulam biru turqoise.

alhamdulilah. skeee. dua-dua bermakna. birthday lmbt lg pdhal :P

terima kasih sbb hapuskan air mata dan buat sy tersenyum!

assalamualaikum. hye. seperti yg sedia maklum, siapa2 yg tgk status FB yg latest. tentu terkejut. tskk. sy tak pernah guna perkataan B*B* sepanjang dkt FB tuh. tadi yg pertama kali! status itu lebih kurang begini bunyinya

harimau jd b*b* - maybank. terima kasih la telan duit ak camtuh jerh. bodoh!

aiyaa. buruk betul perangai tp mestilah emo tak tahan! bukan 10 hinggit, 50 hinggit ko telan. beribu. habis rosak hari, rosak plan, rosak semuanya. penyudahnya hujan dlm bilik dr 7pm-830pm.

kemudian. ada kwn yg prihatin, call on the spot. thanks awk! dan kemudiannya namin terus msg supaya jgn risau. sy hanya bls -- jom mkn mc d :(

walhal namin perlu siapkan kerja sekolah yg perlu dihantar esok! tp beliau ttp berkorban dan dtg ke rumah utk mengambil sy utk makan mlm di mcm d.

sewkt keluar rumah, abah & mama baru balik entah dr mana, & berikan sy 5 biji belon! YEAYYY. terus sengih sampai ke telinga, kalah kucing alice in the wonderland. turun jmpa namin dgn 5 biji belon tersebut. buka pintu lif, terus berjalan ke arah Namin dgn tgn pegang belon dan tersengih2 mcm ratu dunia menang award. :D tak lupa, mama bagi big mac!

terima kasih mama, abah, dan namin sbb berusaha utk buat sy tersenyum semula. suka! :)