The hunt continues

We looked at 3 more houses today. One was out of the question when we drove up. You could see downtown Cincinnati from it for one, but it was right next to an apartment complex and the whole area looked like a ghetto. The other two houses were really nice, but David decided that they were too far to the top of our price range to work right now.

So we are back to the farm house we looked at, from the beginning. It has since gone off the market but the owners are still going to take offers. So please pray that if that is the house we are meant to have that things will work out. David still wants to wait to see if anything else comes up on the market. I am just getting tired of looking and want a place of my own again. I'm tired of living out of suitcases and plastic bins.

Our house in West Va has not sold either, which is causing part of the stress on the budget and mind. Things just seem to be crawling right now and I want everything to be over fast! Why do things have to drag out so much?

morning sunshine~

let see. it's saturday. owh...weird. cuz, i'm not going out. haha. well. its holiday. should have enjoying myself with my friends right now. kambink? he's going to ipoh. babe. u're too far away. wish could meet u and laugh till the end of time. huhu... u know rite how much i love to laugh out loud? eheh... naiya? she couldn't meet me 2day. family matters. maybe tomorrow or monday. i'm not so sure yet. wanna meet kambink b4 i'm going back 2 kuching, sarawak. yesh, i admit that i miss him. hee... what? can't miss a boy friend? ishhh. i miss all my girl friends and also my boy friends. hey, don't get it wrong. i'm single. hurm. let say 40% single. but my heart, it's taken. by kambink. haha... =P

hurm... sayangku, too many obstacles coming right? hurm... but i do believe u. i just hope that, i'm doing the right thing, 4 believing u. anyway, when i woke up this morning, i look at my hp. no message! how could u kambink? huhu. then i called u,and i just call to say i miss u actually! haha... aiyaa...too many songs keep on running in my head when it comes to my life situation right now. anyway, thanks 4 the songs [aku & dirimu] which I put it in my friendster just now. and yar, [that's when i love u] as my ringtone when u called and yet, i put it in my friendster b4. and [cinta dlm hati] in this blog. owh...i don't think so that u'll read my blog except when i asked u to. haha...

uh- huh. talking bout blog. i'm wondering...who's reading my blog? hee. u? who r u? haih~ =P thanks 4 reading. and, do leave a comment, so that i could make my life better. owhh...my wish~ well. i do need ur opinion la. i can't leave all by myself. i've try. and i did survive. just sometimes, we all need someone who we can talk bout everything to, and be true to... so, i guess there's nothing wrong bout sharing ur problems or life with others. perhaps, it might make u feel better...

hurm... have to pack my stuff, then fly back to sarawak. then pack my stuff again, cuz i'm moving to putri apartment setiawangsa, with mama. abah? he's staying at sarawak. he'll move to kl, by next march. abah! gonna miss u...and i know u're going to miss mama and me a lot since both of us are not around anymore. eheh. =P but i know. u'll make sure u're just fine & must be spending ur time with ur golf right? haha... ur addicted to it la abah! mama, since we're living together, i know i'll have to study, study and study. haha... it's ok. i wouldn't be so playful anymore. hee... and yar, wish i could take the mandarin class by next year! =D

Evil Food

I was accused today of making evil cookies. The chocolate espresso chocolate chip cookie recipe from Gourmet (March 1997) has been one of my all time favorite cookie recipes to make and eat. I'm not a fan of coffee flavors but the two teaspoons of espresso spread over two dozen cookies is subtle and enhances the chocolate flavor without overpowering it. The recipe calls for a full cup of chocolate chips, in addition to the melted chocolate that makes up the base of the cookie. I replaced the eggs with egg beaters and the sugar with Splenda, but kept the full stick of butter in the recipe. When cookies are that decadent, should they be considered evil? I suppose they are if they cause you to come back for more, leave you craving sugar, or add inches to your waistline. But I kind of like cooking evil foods for other people because it keeps me from eating more evil food myself.

welcome holiday

skrng, tgh tgk ayat - ayat cinta. salghee nak tgk. huu... tak sanggup nak tgk cerita ni. entahlah. semua love story pun x sanggup nak tgk. huhu...that's one of the reason why i just, don't love to watch Korean, Japanese or Philippines movies. too many sad love story... can't watch it. try to avoid it. ishhh. too little time. have to be happy. always~ insya allah.

well. a lot of things happened lately. can't recall everything. owh...merdeka sudah! haha. adeh. maw tnggu result plak. cuak sudah~ it's okay. my fault. yup. i should blame myself for being such a lazy & blur student. haha... and also for, not trying my best. adehhh~~~ dush3!!! anyway. let's talk bout yesterday. yup. it's 22nd of nov already. yesterday, 21st november.

• malaysian studies final paper
• went to melawati - jabatan pendaftaran negara with salghee
• went to giant permata, carre4 wangsa maju & go home
• try to download my broadband software into my new laptop, but failed!
• talked to kambink for a few times
• ym with kambink. bee. afiq. syidaa. hadi. nurul. nadeeya. salghee. along
• met haris and fakhrul, discuss bout everything. settle already~
• dinner at CMRl with salghee, fatin & miraghee
• went to setiawangsa backlane [same concept with uptown @ downtown]

hurm. feels like there's a lot more to write. but, just dunno where to start. someday. somehow. i'll write again. insya allah. hope so~ and, welcome holiday! =]