TAKE or LEAVE

it's 1 of my favorite song. i love it from the 1st moment i terdgr dkt radio lg, pdhal x dpt tngkp pun lg full lyrics die. by the way, bace lirik ni, especially ladies ;)

"Perfect Nightmare" - Shontelle

Sometimes we fight, sometimes I cry, Why don't I just tell him goodbye

Sometimes I should, but sometimes I don't

Build up the strength to say that it's wrong

Sometimes I hate, sometimes I love, Sometimes I hurt, sometimes I don't

Sometimes I wait for him to change. But it's okay, I've disguised the pain

And I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, yeahh

Keep telling myself that it's not worth it. I already know I don't deserve it

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting. This is my perfect nightmare

So when will I wake up and scream

No way, no way, no way,No way, no way, no way, no way

But if it's from you I don't mind hurting

This is my perfect nightmare, perfect nightmare

Sometimes I keep my cool, sometimes I let him know

Sometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door

Sometimes I feel safe, sometimes I really don't

Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let him go

But I don't ever wanna leave him alone

They say I'm brainwashed but I'm in love with this man, oh oooh

Hoping he's changing, but I'm scared he's not

Can't see a way to leave, help me open my eyes

by the way, kalau korang bercinta. selalunya kita dengar, orang kata, siapa yg mintak putus tu 'memang kejam, sellfish, tak guna punya jantan/betina, ada orang lain lah tuh, dan lain-lain.' kan kan? lebih-lebih lagi, baru je putus, tengok orang tu dah ade bf/gf baru. perghhh. kalau single pun, tgk dia happy je, pdhal kita menonggeng-nonggeng ditinggalkan. memang rasa sakit hati nak cekik, bomoh je orang tu kan? pfttt.

tapi. bukan nak membuka pekung di dada, just, sekarang dah kali ke 4 sy serius bercinta. dan, 3 orang sebelum ni, semua sy yg minta putus. satu je sy nak cakap. --- kita tak tahu mungkin dia ada sebab yg kukuh utk putuskan hubungan. so, jangan terlalu melulu tuduh org ni tak guna, dan pentingkan diri.

depan sy maybe nampak happy. tapi belakang, sy menangis seorang, tuhan je tahu. sy minta putus, mcm tak de jln penyelesaian. tapi sy je tahu sy buat mcm tu sebab sy dah cuba yg terbaik utk hubungan tu. sy yg tak nak teruskan rasa sayang tu, tapi kadang sy buat tu sebab nak dia gembira, dan sy lihat dr jauh, cukup. mungkin ada banyak sebab. sy sakit nak mati ke, sy tahu dia ada perempuan yang lebih baik dan itu terbukti ke. siapa tahu kan? tak kan lah kita nak bagitau 1 dunia. oh pleaseee~~~ bunyinya cliche, macam drama berisiri, tapi tu realiti.

senang cerita. if kau tahu niat kau baik. kau tahu ni yg terbaik utk semua pihak, just go on dengan kepahitan tu. kau sabar je, kau tabah je, tutup telinga dengan makian dia, tutup telinga dengan anggapan buruk orang. Allah tunjuk kau baik ke buruk nanti, dan benda yang aku selalu percaya dari dulu sampai sekarang, yang benar tu memang akan menang... sooner or later.

perempuan ni. kalau yg jenis memang perempuan, which is bukan betina, kalau dia dah sayang kau sekali, dia akan sayang kau sampai bila-bila. maksudnya, sayang kau dengan cara berbeza walaupun mungkin takdir kau tak ada jodoh. jadi, kalau kau dah dapat perempuan yang cukup baik, yang sayangkan seadanya, ada 2 cara je. TAKE IT or LEAVE IT.

eh. ladies pun sama. dah dapat lelaki yang baik tu, hargailah okay ;)