Confession

Confessions you may or may not want to know about:

1) I secretly like living in a mess. You would never guess because every time you come over I power clean, thus my house appears spotless. I can't wait to have a baby so I have an excuse.

2) I am worlds biggest procrastinator. One of the reasons I married Nathan, I need a swift kick in the ass to get me going.

3) I always have laundry baskets full of clean laundry

4) And always have clothes in multiple piles in my bedroom. I habitually do the smell-check.

5) I love being barefoot. Inside and outside. Every day I take Bella for a bike ride, barefoot. It makes me feel more connected to the earth.

6) I don't wash my kitchen counters every day, the granite pattern camouflages it and I love that.

7) I febreeze the trash can instead of taking the trash out.

8) I cut my fingernails twice a week. I do not like them and wish I could remove them permanently if I wouldn't look like an alien. On a side note: I keep my toes perfectly polished and pretty.

9) I think fake nails are disgusting and tacky

10) I pose in the mirror naked every day to see if my body has changed

11) The thirties have brought chin hairs. I hate you chin hairs! You are NOT welcome here!

12) I have never had a bikini wax, and am completely terrified to have one. I plan to schedule one in the next week to get over my fear. For those of you that don't know...I reside in Florida and spend 90% of my summers in a swimsuit.

13) The age a woman is in her prime? I'm thinking its 32 because I feel like a crazy sexed up 17 year old boy. I don't think my husband can keep up. LOL

14) I like attention. A lot of it.

15) I'm a bit vain, but am really hard on myself about how I look.

16) I wish more people would pick on me and give me a hard of time as I give them. Its fun and makes me laugh. (Thanks Jen, you've passed the friend test)

17) I wish I could have one of those crazy laughing fits every single day, they make me feel so good.

18) I wonder if all black people think white people are racist.

19) I wonder if all white people are extra nice to black people to show them they aren't a racist.

20) I am agile and athletic. and I will take you on!

21) I'm also an awkward klutz. I always have a bruise, cut, scrape, or something on my body. I run into walls and tables daily. Yes even when the light is on.

22) I have never watched Oprah. I don't feel like i'm missing out on much.

Ok so that's it. Are you going to un-follow me now? LOL Do we share any oddities?

I need somebody!

Rasa sedih,penat,tension,stress.

Rasa macam nk cerita,share my feelings with somebody.

But I got nobody to talk to.

I feel so alone. I feel like nobody cares about me.

I really want to talk to him.

Dengar dia cakap, bagi nasihat.

Can I talk to him?

But does he want to talk with me?

Kdg-kdg bila dia dah takde baru kita hargai dia kan?

Bila dia ada, kita buat dekk je kat dia.

Hm, so sad..what to do? He's gone already.

Can I go back to December?

Ah.for sure cannot. Can only wait for the next December to come.

Really hope for miracle to happen!

Amin..

Doa untuk Ain

Kenapa ain takleh tahan diri ain?

Ain kene sabar kan?

Tuhan pasti tunjuk jalan untuk Ain.

Ain kene percaya qada' dan qadar kan.

Kdg2 ain rasa mcm nk sgt hilang ingatan supaya

Ain leh lupa semua kenangan pahit yg Ain lalui.

Tapi Ain tahu semua itu mustahil.

Ain kene kuat kan?

Ain tau semua ni susah untuk Ain

tapi Ain cuba sedaya upaya ain.

Ayah suruh Ain g intervw tu

sume org suruh. Try je dulu.

Dapat tak dpt lain cite.

Ya Allah, permudahkan aku membuat keputusan.

Beri aku kekuatan menghadapi semua ini.

Amin...

Congrats Cik T!

Tahniah kepada Cik T Cun yang telah selamat bergelar isteri orang semalam.

Hehe..Cik T, tak sure lagi la dtg ke tak kenduri rumah kamu coz takde sape nk teman ni.

Al-maklum la sejak "teeeettttttt" rasa mcm tak de mood la.huhu..asyik sedih je. Klw tinggal sorang2 asyik teringat jeee....

Td Aminah call, die bgtau yg mak bf die dah meninggal dunia.Innalillah. Sama2 kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah untuk arwah mak Aizat. Semoga ruh nya ditempatkan di kalangan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin...Buat Aminah & Aizat, bersabarlah menghadapi dugaan ini..

Ain pn sedih gakk sebenarnya cz Ain dapt interview keje kt KL tapi memandangkan kerja ain kt cni banyak sgt2 belum siap, ain terpksa batalkan niat untuk g interview tu. Semua org ckp rugi klw tak pegi tapi nk buat ckp ne cz ain mmg tak leh nk pegi. Ain rasa serba salah pulak klw pegi tapi keje tak siap lagi. Rabu lak nk kene anta file kt KL. huhu.. So ain decide tak pyh pegi la. Maybe bkn rezeki Ain lagi....

Ain rasa stress sgt..lagi-lagi Mie da takde gn Ain. takde sape tempat mengadu.huhu...

Ain bukan ego. Masa akan menentukan segalanya kan.

Doakan Ain berjaya harungi semua ni, kwn2...

Thanks

Ain.

Ms.Lonely

Lonely..I'm so lonely..I got nobody..huhu =(

OK.hm, sgt menyedihkan this month ain kne stay sorg2.

Adik ain, elot da abes praktikal n my housemate, Tini da pindah rumah lain.

Tinggal la Ain seorg diri di rumah ini.Huhu =(

Tini pun da bwk TV and semua brg2 die..so skrg laptop je la menjadi teman Ain.

Sedih kan??? huhu...

Esok rasa macam nk puasa. Puasa nazar..Tak mau tunda2 lagi..

Ain da pk2 yg ain nk amik exam P4 this June. Hm, tak mau tunda2 lagi.

Hopefully ain leh pass my last paper for ACCA. Please pray for me friends.

Ain pun ingt cm nk pindah gk. cr rumah dekat gn opis.

tapi nanti la ain pk. After April br leh pk.hihi

skrg ni ain kene sbr...n sbr n sbr..

for my future plan.

Be patience Ain!!!

Be positive!!

U can do it!

Itsme justme.

Nura'ain

Im happy without FB

Yeah. Rasa happy pulak takde facebook.

Kenapa? Tak payah pikir shoutout orang lain.

Tak payah terasa dengan shoutout orang lain.

Saya boleh buat tak tau je. Coz mmg sya tak tau.

Yeah!!

Buat Ms.Diva,

Adakah anda rasa anda seperti artis?

Di interview oleh wartawan2. Diasak-asak supaya

anda memberi jawapan yang anda tak pasti apa jawapannya?

Bersabarlah. Tuhan lebih mengetahui.

Yang penting sila berhati-hati bila bercakap.

Terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya.

Walaupun anda adalah public figure (for this time being),

sila layan kami dengan cara elok. elakkan emosi menguasai diri anda.

Sekian.Terima Kasih.

Saya kuat makan

Yup.saya kuat makan.

di kala ini, saya lapar sgt.

tak tau nape.saya asyik lapar.

tapi tak mau gemuk.

huhu..

kene jaga bdn.nk cr keje.

elot pulak tak makan.

sedih ain takde kwn nk mkn.

gara-gara nasi kicap a.k.a nasi goreng USA

yg dibeli di Seksyen 2 shah alam

elot dah trauma nk makan lagi

ari tuh, g kuliah ikut elot

kuliah ICT

blaja psl website

hm, encik tuh ckp jgn mkn makanan segera.

nanti segera sakit, segera mati.

nk mati pn bila2 boleh kan?

p/s : kalau dpt makan soto nasi kt Larkin mesti sedap!

hm,sedapnye!!! bestnya!! sape nk masakkan ain?

sedapnya fresh oren.hm, lapar.......

ngah tgk tv3.cite pe nth.cerekarama

Addiction

Ok.di sini ain ingin membuat pengakuan.

asal tgk blog org cantik je, ain mesti nk ubh gk blog ain bg cantik.

huhu..try download XML code la.memg cantik.tp perlu banyak masa nk wat sume tuh.

ain ni jenis tak sbr.haha.

nk blajar html code pun takes times.huhu.

ain try download xml code for my blog layout.

last2 tak jadi.haha.mls lah pikir lagi.

cantik pe blog skrg.

penat saya decorate n design bagi cntik.

p/s : Tak sbr nk balik umah.rindu adik!

comel kan adik???hehe..So cute!!!!

bandage dresses

First time ain tgk baju2 Herve Leger collection from Max Azria ni memang jatuh hati lah.

Cantik giler.Sgt2 cantik.kalau ada duit, mesti beli lah.

Haha.

Mula2 skali ain tgk baju yang LJ pakai masa g AJL 24.

designed by Rizman Ruzaini.

Colourful, simple but it suits her well.

Suka sgt tgk kasut die!! Nak jugk! Can i have one?

Photo via JustJared.buzznet.com

Gossip Girl star, Blake Lively looks fantastic in this dress.

Photo via Teen Vogue

Lindsay Lohan in rainbow bandage dress by Herve Leger.

P/S ; bestnya kalau ada dress ni as one of my collection.haha...Yup, terus berangan...

sorry ada gmbr setengah..haha..besar sgt gmbr nya. pls open the image in new tab to get the real pic