a month left before i'm officially 21 - 20.10.2010

kalau nak tahu, blog ni mmg tmpt sy jadi diri sy. dan sy bercakap, berucap, seolah-olah sy ckp dgn kwn baik sy -- kenal siapa sy. yg tahu beza sy teruja, atau riak. yg tahu beza sy terbuka, atau berlagak. tp, dkt blog ini jg ramai berfikir sebaliknya. mereka itu, yang kenal sy, sedikit pun tidak. biarlah :)

hari ni 20 sept. genap lg sebulan hari lahir sy. abah tak suka guna ayat 'hari jadi'. sbb abah kata kita dilahirkan, bukan dijadikan. tup tap tup tap. tak berapa nak sedar pun hari lahir tu tak lama je lagi. tapi tak best, sebab hari RABU. :(

21 pada 20102010.

cantik gila nombor tu. it only happened once a lifetime! well obviously it is. tarikh itu tak akan wujud lg nanti. i didn't expect much. same like last years -- nothing much. but seriously thanks for those wishes, and those small gifts which means SO MUCH to me :)

mama dgn abah selalu risau kalau nk dkt bday sy. HAHA. sbb mereka berhabisan utk beli sy hadiah. beruntungnya Aqilah. alhamdulilah. terima kasih mama abah sbb selalu berusaha utk tunaikan permintaan anak mama abah walaupun kadang-kadang selalu bersikap tak pernah puas apa yang dah dapat.

utk special date 20102010 ni, i actually want a simple, warm birthday. the very ordinary one, i mean. i dont want cash, i dont want any shopping spree. i just want...

some fully wrapped gift --- just like i managed to get when i was 10.

birthday cards --- most important thing to me, as always.

sentimental value.

and a couple of cupcakes. i love cupcakes.

but i never bought them. ppl just gave it to me :)

and a big great warm hug & pray from :

family. friends. and of course, love one.