i'm having a... a... hetic. tiring. bz. emotional day, these few days.
nanti cerita. [nanti2... tah bape bnyk post tertunda la. uhu]
okay. as for today. i woke up as early as i can, and i helped him.
yeah. i tried to finish up his work 4 this whole day. and i stopped at 4 something.
i went to class, SCP from 5pm - 10pm. dinner & arrived home at 1030pm.
and then, he called. he made a joke, which is...at the wrong time.
and, we almost fight. but, i tried not to~
then i smsed him, saying sorry. and so did he.
but, i cant take it anymore. i went into my room, put all my stuff aside.
and went to my mum's room. and i cried...and cried...and cried.
i began to talk. and told her a lil bit bout those things.
and unfortunately, i told her almost alllll those things that i guess, she shouldn't know.
she might hates him for all those things. but i cant stop.
my tears keep flowing as i talk. i've told her, almost everything bout his bad side.
i've told her all those things that i've been hiding all this while.
yup, i've never told her the unhappy side / part of us.
and yet. this is the first time. hurmmm...
i always do keep it to myself. and there's only a few numbers of friends,
who know bout the unhappy part. and yar... they hate him 4 that.
and, i know mama will too, if she heard all these...
and she did, just now. hurmmm...
but yar, that's only a few... there's too much i've been hiding bout these 9 months.
owh yar... it's 9 months already babeh~! i never thought i can make it this far...
gosh. i dont want ppl to hate him... hurm. idk how to tell. to explain.
okay2. let's talk bout the funny part. i'll tell bout the sad part, later. kot~
act, while i was crying in front of mama, i saw her holding her hp...
but i'm not curios to know what she's doing. i never do. ahah~
but then...just now. after i took my bath, dinner, and a lil bit fine,
she said goodnite. yeah...she's sleeping right now. ahah~ but b4 that...
she told me, "syg... 1st love kirim salam. hurm. mama baru je suruh die rahsiakan.
jgn bgtaw qila mama contact die. tp... die suruh kirim salam dkt qila plak.
nnt kalau mama x sampaikan, berdosa plak."
i was like? aaaa??? i laughed...out loud~ and asked her. "what's up with my 1st love?"
and mama was like... "nothing3~! ok fine. i need a guy like ur 1st love in this situation.
he knows u better and u told me that he knows almost everything bout 'u n him'.
[yup... i did told my 1st love bout this guy. can never hide anything from him~ ]
me ; and???
mama : and i called abah to talk bout 'u n him' too.
me ; and???
mama ; and that's all. good nite~!
OMG mama...ahah... i'm sooo okay mama. still alive. and u msg my 1st love....
just to discuss bout this? ahah. u're lucky that ur menantu-tak-jadi tuh baik taw~!
kalo x...4 sure la qila yg kene BOOOOOOO. ahah. hurm...1st love?
he will always be mama's no 1 son-in-law. haha. owh mama. whatever makes u happy.
no worries. i'm justtt fine. hurmmm... well, i'll tell everything, more details, later. =P
right now, i've to finished up his work... urmmm~ i've been doing it the whole day.
bz nih~! ahah. till then. good nite, sweet dream, salam everyone. =]
nanti cerita. [nanti2... tah bape bnyk post tertunda la. uhu]
okay. as for today. i woke up as early as i can, and i helped him.
yeah. i tried to finish up his work 4 this whole day. and i stopped at 4 something.
i went to class, SCP from 5pm - 10pm. dinner & arrived home at 1030pm.
and then, he called. he made a joke, which is...at the wrong time.
and, we almost fight. but, i tried not to~
then i smsed him, saying sorry. and so did he.
but, i cant take it anymore. i went into my room, put all my stuff aside.
and went to my mum's room. and i cried...and cried...and cried.
i began to talk. and told her a lil bit bout those things.
and unfortunately, i told her almost alllll those things that i guess, she shouldn't know.
she might hates him for all those things. but i cant stop.
my tears keep flowing as i talk. i've told her, almost everything bout his bad side.
i've told her all those things that i've been hiding all this while.
yup, i've never told her the unhappy side / part of us.
and yet. this is the first time. hurmmm...
i always do keep it to myself. and there's only a few numbers of friends,
who know bout the unhappy part. and yar... they hate him 4 that.
and, i know mama will too, if she heard all these...
and she did, just now. hurmmm...
but yar, that's only a few... there's too much i've been hiding bout these 9 months.
owh yar... it's 9 months already babeh~! i never thought i can make it this far...
gosh. i dont want ppl to hate him... hurm. idk how to tell. to explain.
okay2. let's talk bout the funny part. i'll tell bout the sad part, later. kot~
act, while i was crying in front of mama, i saw her holding her hp...
but i'm not curios to know what she's doing. i never do. ahah~
but then...just now. after i took my bath, dinner, and a lil bit fine,
she said goodnite. yeah...she's sleeping right now. ahah~ but b4 that...
she told me, "syg... 1st love kirim salam. hurm. mama baru je suruh die rahsiakan.
jgn bgtaw qila mama contact die. tp... die suruh kirim salam dkt qila plak.
nnt kalau mama x sampaikan, berdosa plak."
i was like? aaaa??? i laughed...out loud~ and asked her. "what's up with my 1st love?"
and mama was like... "nothing3~! ok fine. i need a guy like ur 1st love in this situation.
he knows u better and u told me that he knows almost everything bout 'u n him'.
[yup... i did told my 1st love bout this guy. can never hide anything from him~ ]
me ; and???
mama : and i called abah to talk bout 'u n him' too.
me ; and???
mama ; and that's all. good nite~!
OMG mama...ahah... i'm sooo okay mama. still alive. and u msg my 1st love....
just to discuss bout this? ahah. u're lucky that ur menantu-tak-jadi tuh baik taw~!
kalo x...4 sure la qila yg kene BOOOOOOO. ahah. hurm...1st love?
he will always be mama's no 1 son-in-law. haha. owh mama. whatever makes u happy.
no worries. i'm justtt fine. hurmmm... well, i'll tell everything, more details, later. =P
right now, i've to finished up his work... urmmm~ i've been doing it the whole day.
bz nih~! ahah. till then. good nite, sweet dream, salam everyone. =]
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