it's Monday and things seems to be so wrong at the beginning of the day, or should i say at the beginning of the week? but, it ends up better. what if, u woke up in the morning, and the 1st thing u heard was a very bad news from a phone call from ur officemate? horrible wasn't it? well, that was mine, as for today.
it's complicated and let me try 2 make it easier - S called me, and told me a cameraman (D) call her. D told her, that i've got an assignments (news) to be cover. 730am was the call time (thats an hour b4 the function begin) and, since i was absent yesterday, i asked a friend of mine (O) to check out my schedule for today. (we need to check our assignment a day before) and it ends up with --no assignment.
and so, i do really have no idea about the assignment given. and i have to call O, i called S, as well as D, and our editor. yeah, i sound stupid when i told them that i really3 have no idea about the assignment. it's almost 8 o'clock an we're running out of time. i can't make it on time. 2 be honest, i'm freaking afraid. i'm afraid of not knowing bout the assignments, am scared of messing up with the cameraman (D) and things i afraid the most was to inform my editor... =( i'm sorry sir.
and the worst part is -- to be blame, to feel guilty, and sucks, idiot, frustrated with myself, and useless. i know things happened, shit happened, but this simple stuff did messing me out. i'm totally down and cry. a lot. alone. i guess i'm the worst employees u'll ever met. the thing is, i'm a practical student and ppl, will always take advantage of every silly stupid mistake u made. ;(
ok, enough with that. i don't even know if anyone could understand what am i trying to share. later that day, with a very last minute plan, i went to mid valley and finally i was able to smile for a while. thank you dear sherry & naiya. love D12 the most lah!
naiya's mum send us to LRT station.
breakfast. super cool aite? '-___-''
the very 1st moment when sherry shows up.
dull mid valley - around 12pm.
1st time - the spaghetti farm
the naughtiest among D12
sherry, stop eating like a child! ;P
cheesy or spicy?
trying to light up my day
wuhoo. 5 of us. eh, 3!
simple life quotes. -MPH
quotes notebook -MPH
quotes collections -MPH
yeah i know it's pathetic that i bought 3 items from MPH and it is all about life quotes. i guess u can imagine how much i need those positive energy right now.
not to forget, i had my very 1st 3D movies! yeay! toy story 3. toy story 3 was very nice. with those friendship, and life value. it's really meaningful. right movie to watch, just in time.
also bought revlon liquid eyeliner + cotton on dress. went back to naiya's around 7pm, and i sat in the car, cry again while talking to mr barney. wuwuwu~ thanks dear for those wise words & support ;)
i'm healing. i have to.
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