pengawas taik

weyh. bangun pagi tadi. b4 9am. actually...time tuh. mate still x leh bukak. seriously. wahahah...da la bnyk bantal best2 utk dipeluk! tp. ku gagahkan jgk diri nih bgn. nak buat limitation! tdow lmbt mcm mane pon, kene bgn b4 9am! haha... i mean, on holiday la. weekdays if ade class, still kene bgn awal even x leh bukak mate pon. haha. okay. then...guess what i've been doing?

sy jogging! haha... da almost a month x excercise. bout 1 hour non stop. what? ingt org sehat walafiat mcm sy nih x leh lari? haha. sorry... not me. got da stamina. haha. poyo seketika~ okay. back to the topic. while i was running, i was accompanied by;

katy perry. britney spears. will-i-am. usher.
lady gaga. ciara. akon. 50cent. beyonce. nelly. kat deluna.
PCD. rihanna. nelly furtado. flo-rida.

ala. pasang earphone sudah. huhu. time tgh lari...n nyanyi dlm hati. sy perasan, its all english songs. then i just smile. kebetulan...and. ia buat sy teringtkan something. dulu...sy mmg x pandai langsung english. setakat skit2 tuh reti la. tp sgt skit. sy teringt wktu sy darjah 2. sy pengawas di sekolah rendah kebangsaan sg besi. 1 fine day, i've got an award. it's an award 4 - best student of standard 2. sangat happy! sbb jd best student. whee~~~ then. happy la dpt hadiah. yg penting. best student.

then. sy masuk class. time english... belajar ttg bahagian badan. sy telah disuruh utk menyebut perkataan SHOULDER. time tuh. sy x reti. sy salah sebut... tp. teacher tuh. sgt marah sy. sampai skrng sy x boleh lupe bnde nih. cube teka. ape die kate?

"aqilah. u ni kan. shoulder pon x reti nak sebut?
ni bukan best student.
nih bukan pengawas contoh.
nih pengawas taik!!!"

damn it. sedeyh nye sy time tuh. sy kecik lg. sy baru happy2 dpt hadiah. teacher blh marah sy depan2 kawan2 n buat sy rase terhina sgt. bnde tuh dah 12 tahun. tp sampai skrng bile sy teringt lg, sy rase sebak blk... malu. hina. bodoh. semua sy rase. sy balik tunjuk mama hadiah best student sy dpt, tp sy nangis. sbb sy ingt teacher. mama tanye kenape, sy cite sume. mama jmpe teacher esok harinye. dont worry. mama bukan mcm sesetgh emak yg main serbu cikgu die marah2 tanpa sebarang sbb yg kukuh. mama jmpe teacher n tanye elok2, nape mcm tu skali. teacher tuh menggelabah... n diam je. tp. sy tetap sedih...

drjh 3 sy pindah sekolah, ke sarawak. sekolah rendah bantuan st mary. sampai sy drjh 5. abah kene pindah ke srwk atas urusan kerja. jd sy pon terpksa pindah sekolah. di kuching, sekolah sy nih di tgh bandar. jadi, di sini sy mula belajar english dgn lebih baik. sbb srwk kan ade bnyk kaum. most of them, speak in english. sy belajar dr die org. mereka sume baik. sy happy sgt. owhhh...terlupe. its a girl school. and my group, we're multi racial. best3!!! sgt bnyk perayaan we all celebrate taw? huhu. then, my english, better, but not good enough.

UPSR. sy d melawati. sekolah rendah kebangsaan taman melawati (1). sy dpt 4a 1b je. and, 1 b sy = english! malunyerrrr...upsr tuh sgt senang utk dpt 5a. lagipon, sekolah melawati. most of them pnye english mmg SUPERB kot? gosh. tamparan yg agak hebat utk sy. form 1 & form 2. sy d sekolah menengah taman melawati. pon same. english sy standard dpt 70-80 lebeyh je markah. i was expecting 90++. then. sy pon teringt...kak long pernah ajar sy mcm mane die blh terror english. oh my, she's damn good. english yg power. jeles3!!!

u know how? okay. watch lot n lot of english movies. listen carefully to the dialogue. then, read the subtitles to make u understand it. or perhaps, just keep on listen. if u dont understand a word, its a must to look at ur beloved DICTIONARY! then. i just listen to english songs. search 4 the lyrics, and sing along! yup. until now, if u do realize, i used a lot of sentence from a few lyrics that i just, really love. haha...kantoi sudah~ i read a lot of english magazines + novels and i speak english. with ppl around me. even a lot of ppl think, "berlagak gile nak speaking2" . ishhh...nak belajar pon x bleyh ke? huhu... typical malay mind. aiyooo... but,thats how i learn. tp...pas abis spm nih. rase english da lintang pukang balik!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaa... nak improve semule. -__-

from pengawas taik...
sy dpt A utk english time PMR...
dan juge A1 utk english time SPM...
thanks god. 4 making me better.
thanks teacher. i'll never 4get u.
thanks mama n abah. 4 always being there 4 me.
thanks friends, yg bnyk sgt3 membantu.
sumpah sy jeles dgn english kalian!!! =D
thanks life...4 teaching me a lesson.