Saturday, August 9, 2008

I am in deep shite

Emm, don't know how deep, and don't really know if i am in a shit or not. I am supposed to represent someone from the office to some closing ceremony. However, i could not make it. I totally forgotten about it.

Well, i did not actually forget, i just forgot to wake up on time. Well its a saturday. What can i do about it?

But i don't think its important, since the person herself did not want to go.

Well, i would just have to lie saying i was there or just said i had a headache. Which i did, somehow, in my own headachey way.

El juego del teléfono roto y otras historias inverosímiles pero reales.

Biffy Clyro - As Dust Dances

¿Os ha ocurrido alguna vez algo que suena inverosímil, pero es simple y real como la vida misma? A mí sí, recientemente una chorrada así de gorda a acabado con 6 años de amistad y más con determinadas personas de mi vida. Y es estúpido correr a explicarles nada, porque ahora no quieren escuchar nada de mi persona.

Una persona hace un comentario a otra. Al cabo de dos semanas, la segunda persona habla con una tercera, omitiendo parte de la información o cambiándola por razones obvias, es decir, se te olvidan esos detalles (algo frecuente y normal); la tercera persona habla con la cuarta, que tiene bastante relación con la primera; se cabrea ante esa información errónea que recibe y deja de hablar al sujeto nº 1.

El sujeto nº 4 debería de haber sido más coherente, más maduro, más mil cosas; y haber hablado con el sujeto nº 1, ¿verdad...?

Pues no lo hizo. Y ahora, al cabo de un mes, yo, el sujeto nº 1, descubro la razón del enfado... pero ¿sabes? No tengo culpa de que la gente malinterprete conversaciones de pasado medio mes, y me considero alguien con quien se puede dialogar... algo que tú desde luego no eres, o eso me has demostrado tras semejante tontería.

Y a pesar de seguir sintiendo lo mismo por ti, cosa bastante increíble después de todo... bueno, de pronto siento un pequeño "crack" dentro de mí. Y, de pronto, me da igual todo lo que pueda pasar; odio a las personas que no tienen agallas para solucionar las cosas y dar la cara. Con lo que podríamos habernos reído de todo esto... y tú vas y actúas así.

Soy mayorcita para jugar a juegos de niñatos como el teléfono roto. Y todos me habéis demostrado que a vosotros todavía os va. Pasadlo bien jugando entonces.

PD: Si lee esto quien esté lanzando falsos rumores y encima diciendo que salen de mi boca (porque seguro que me lees, ya que serás una persona que realmente SÍ cotillea en la vida de los demás), por favor, vete a la mierda. Yo no tengo que tener envidia de algo que realmente me importa... ¿nada?
Gracias.

Friday, August 8, 2008

i am busy?

Right now i have these responsibilities to take care of

1. 18 hours meeting hours, consisting of
-2 subject; Quality Management and Knowledge Management
-which come to 14 hours of class,
- which includes 2 hours lecture and,
-12 hours tutorial,
- which makes up of 6 tutorial class.

2. 4 hours of consultation of 4 students with 2 research reports.

3. 4 students under the mentoring system

4. 12 epjj students, 1 two hours class, once every month.


i am suppose to come out with at least 2 research papers, which i don't know what to research on, or just plain lazy.

i am thinking of upgrading my students research since it is mine in a way ( how i wish). It would be ethical to just copy, so i think i will study on the same areas, so it will lessen my burden a bit on the literature part.

Yes, i am bad. But, with the limited time i have, i need to work smart.

Other than that, i dont really have anything to do, except maybe some general management works.

Olympic

its 8-8-8 today, the opening of Beijing Olympic, and the day an Audit Surveillance was planned to happen.

Got an email saying the Audit Surveillance is going on the faculty from 9-12, and since i have class at 8.30 i reckoned they will come to my class. Had all my notes, module, text books, portfolio files and everything just to be ready if i am being audited. I have also alarmed the students about the audit and have asked them to behave in class. Waited until 10.30 no one shows up. Feel sorry for those whose class was audited, because it was not mine.

A student invited me to be a guiding lecturer for a field trip in Jerteh, Terengganu ni 15-18 of August. Still thinking about it.

I was called to represent the dean for a closing ceremony that involve a minister tomorrow. Can't escape this one.

A student is getting on my nerves and is being very annoying. Not sure if he really don't know how to do the assignment, or just to make himself look busy. Some students would do anything just to be acknowledge by the lecturer. I am not like that, always keep in mind that students grade should be based on their performance, and not how good his relation is with the lecturers.

Ejad called, because he had a bread making class, and brought a box full of bread.

Now i am full.

CousCous


Lunch time quick meal.
Poached chicken .
Couscous cooked with chicken stock.
Sauteed onions, mushrooms and peppers.
Dried raisins and walnuts.
And sometimes I use Greek seasoning or roast red pepper and garlic seasoning.

You can buy couscous in Gwangju the underground food store Jellanam do.